Wednesday, October 31, 2007
To:
Amanda Goh Sy, Andrea, Breanna, Judith, Steph, Si Hui, Hui Min, Fiona, YunChieh, Jacelyn, Ji Yeon, Kristine, Eugenia, Beverly, Shi Min, Gracia, Wendy, Joanne, Melissa, Debra, Shum, Sher Ming, Rachelle, Shi Tian, Cheryl W, Amanda Xie, Celine.
Love, Jocelyn.
I'll Miss you guys Tons ):
To Marie, Sincerely Me.
Dear Mars, although i've only known you since what promenade. But i already treat you as my super close friend. I love your house. Hahha, whatever you call it, what finding my inner peace. haha, i dont' know why also, but i just love hanging out there. well, yes, thanks for being my friend and listening to me. Like really really listening. Haha, Thanks you know. I really really can't thank you anymore. And yes, dont' be so crazy eh, yeah but i know you're not.
And whatever it is, i'll always be here for you, just so you know.
Thank you thank you thank you. I love you mars ;D
Ps. thanks for always listening to my nonsense and jokes, and laughing at them too! Haha ;D
Earth calling Mars. Hhaahhahahahhaha ;D
To Jaime Tan, Sincerely Me.
Dear Jaime, my BFF. Hahha, we're not as close as we used to be, but guess what we're still close, and it's really surprising, considering the fact that we haven't talk since like what P3? Hahah okay not counting that day lah huh! Hahha, Yes i just wanna thank you for everythng that you've done for me, yes like you said in the letter, i can't thank you enough too! i just hope we'll still be as close as we are now, and have more outings. And yes, i tell you something. My ballet place in siglap is like about 5 or 6 bus stops away from VJ. And 3 or 4 bus stops away from TJ. Which means, whenever i go for ballet, i can stop by and have lunch together. Or something? hahaha. isn't that perfect? Okay anyway, thank you for all the joy that you've brough me since P1 and all the blurness that i always laugh at, i tell you, you're another sotong man. Hahha a messy one too! And that i'll definitely miss having you around in school But we'll be best friends forever remember. hahaha. and the bridesmaid thing. Hahha, thank you james.
Remember if you ever need someone to talk to, i'll be here.
Thank you and I Love You Jaime ;D
Ps, i know how you feel about the ILYs, but i'm, trying to make it as sincere as it sounds! haha
To Yang Lin, Sincerely Me.
Hello Yangs. Orange goaty forest ;D
Thank you for all that you've done and all the fun and laughter that you've brought. I really miss those times we had at your house and jumping around when we were P1 and P3 and all.
I really can't thank you enough for all that you've done. I'll really miss you when you leave. but we'll still find time to catch up okay! since i'll be around that area twice or thrice a week. So it'll make it easier for us to meet up for lunch or something.I'll really miss having in school but really really hope you'll have fun at TJ too, and you'd better not like forget us lah, i tell you arh. I'll huntum you man. Hahha, anyway, we'll really really try hard to keep our BFFs thing okay! And like hopefully we'll make it to the stage of the Bridesmaid thing. haha, we're still as childish i swear. Hahah oh well, i'll really miss you though. No more Yangs. No more goat. Hhaah.
Thank you and I love You Yangs ;D
To Lissa, Sincerely Me.
Hello Lissa, Hahah look there's one for lissa too! Yes i'll really miss you lissa.
The dumb one who keeps annoying me for no utter reason. Damn it lah, i dont' know why, but i guess lessons are going to be less interestingand less annoying for me now. But i'll miss you lah.
Lissa lissa, haha, P5 class right? yes, thanks for all th laughter you brought me, and all the times you made me so annoyed. Haha, you're damn dumb i swear. hahha, and like keep telling me, "oh oh, jocelyn emoing again, emo again!" Hahha, damn dumb lah. Totally not emoing and then you come and tell me that i'm emoing. hahah, actually eh, you know some of my troubles to eh, thanks for listening lah huh. Hahha, you arh. Yah, anyway, thank you for being there for me when i need someone to talk to. and yes i will miss you a lot ):
Remember, if you ever need someone to talk to, or in your case, annoy, i'll be here. Haha.
Thank you and I Love you Lissa ;D
To Meldee, Sincerely Me.
Hello Mel, look, there's one for you TOO!
Hahha, Yes, of course there should be one for you too. I've known you since what, K2? THank you for all the laughter, and i definitely still remember everything that has happened. When you first transferred into IJ. My goodness, i just conveniently daoed you for like what the whole year? P5 yeah? hahhaa, childish girls man. Hhaha, and then we slowly opened up and got used to the fact that well you're in IJ. Hahah, and netball really brought us even closer. yes i'll never forget the times we had when we were young and innocent. Hahah. I hope everything gets better for you, and yeah i won't push it, but i'll try to help ;D
I'll miss having you in my class Mel, No more drama mama, no more crazy mel. NO more meldee ching tsi-wen ): Damn it yknow, I'll miss you mel.
Thank you and I Love you Mel ;D
To Tai Zi, Sincerely Me.
Dear Taizi, i bet you won't ever read this, but yes, you've got one too.
Thank you for being my benchmark during P5, when we used to compete for Chinese results. Hahah, i remember how it used to be like, "Oh taizi, you've got one mark more than me!" "loong-er, you've got one mark more than me." That kind of thing, and like most of our results were like quite similar and we used to compete. In a friendly way of course, and now it's like hahaha, you're way way way better at me. And obviously we dont' even compare marks do we. Hahha, if we were too, it probably be what, oh tai zi you've got a 100% more than me. Hahha.
Anyway, thanks for trusting me to share your troubles with me. hahha although it was more like i wanted to hear the stories, but you actually like shared your troubles with me. I'll miss having you in my class forever and ever, but we still must talk okay. I'll miss having the stupid taizi doing the B.I.M.B.O thing. and like all the nonsense that you sprout. I'll miss it tons.
And, if you ever have any problems and need someone to talk to , you can count me.
Thank you and I love you taizi ;D
To Lizzi, Sincerely Me.
Hello Dizzy Lizzi, i'm going to miss having you in class yknow. And i still remember our t-shirt that we're supposed to make. The Supers. hahah, and how we used to walk to the interchange together and pretend to save each other. Hahah i'd definitely miss those times. In fact, i already do. And hopefully, we will still stay close okay?
But i'll miss having you in the same class, there wont' be as much fun and everything. And all the class stuff wont' be as fun and exciting and everything will just be diffferent yknow. I really will miss you ):
We'll still hangout together yeah? And still talk to each other, and dont' drift till like it's only the Hello ByeBye type of friends : \
One Day, we'll make our shirt and actually get it done. I really will miss having you in class ):
We've been in the same class since what P5, and it's like all these while, we've always been planning stuff together, ever since the Teacher's Day stuff. Man, i'm really going to miss you tons. Okay okay, i really should stop, But whatever it is, if you ever need someone to talk to, you can count on me okay?
Thank you and I Love You Lizzi ;D
To Jo Yee, Sincerely Me.
Hello Jo, You're one of the Jo's man. Hahah, my friend since P5 AGAIN!.
Oh man i'm really going to miss having you in class, and all the nonsense that you always sprout. i'm really going to miss them. And everything just wont' be the same as it was i guess.
no more planning stuff together. Unless, we get into the same class. seee lah! hahah, i really hope we can get into the same class. I might decide to appeal i guess. I really will miss you if we're not in the same class though. All the years of planning stuff together, and like all the class dances and stuff, thanks for always helping man. Hahah esp this year's one. where you had to burn the cd thing at like the weeee hours in the morning. And and, i'll miss studying HMT zaojus together, although we still can do them together. hahah, thank you for always being there to help. Remember, if you need someone to talk to, you can count on me yeah?
Thank you and I Love You JO.
To Angelenee, Sincerely Me.
Dear Angie, although i know i'll still be close to you, ahhaha considering the fact that i think i'd be in the same class as you, and i'm definitely going to still see you at Ballet and Dance. Hhaha, i guess then nothing really will change. But then, it still might. Okay anway, thanks for always helping to choreo and all. And like, i dont' know if you found out what th letter was for, but if you do or dont' remember, aiayh, just pretend you accepted the apology. Hahah which you already have. Hahha, i tell you arh, damn blur one lah please.
Okay anyway, if you ever need someone to talk to, i'll be here.
Thank you and I Love You ange. ;D
To Cheryl, Sincerely Me.
Dear Cheryl, I'm really going to miss listening to you sing your Hairspray songs man. Hahah yes although they can really be annoying at times, but i'm sure i'll miss them a lot. No more asking cheryl for marie biscuits! No more listening to cheryl and her nonsense about her monsters. Haha, no more asking cheryl for help for science. Damn, i'm going to die lah. My Science drawings are going to suck even more now. Haha. I'm really going to miss all the fun we had, like when we go out, and and recess? And everything lah. I'm really going to miss having you in my class Cheryl the Bimb. Hahah.
But whatever it is, i wanna thank you for being there for me, i'm going to miss you loads.
And and, we really shouldn't drift and all! And that if you ever need someone to talk to, i'll be here. And yes, we still have Dance, so we can talk to each other even more okay!
Thank you Cheryl ;D I Love you.
To Nadia, Sincerely Me.
Dear Nadia, hahah, i'm really going to miss having someone to make fun of in class. Not that i make fun of you a lot, just that there wont' be as much laughter in my class anymore ):
You're always so blur haha, actually not always lah. Just that you are blur. I'm going to miss watching my TV Drama in class a lot. And miss the someone who keeps turning around to shhhh me during lessons. It won't be the same i guess.
And hopefully you will be less blur next year, i still can't believe you didn't realise what was happening man. Gosh, hahah. Anyway.
I hope we wont' drift, no matter what happens okay. We'll still talk like we used to i guess.
Remember, if you ever need someone to talk to, you can count on me.
Thank you Nadia, I Love You.
To Rachael, Sincerely Me.
Dear Rach, I guess we've drifted a lot since the start of the year. When we were really really close. My Confidante i used to call you. And yes, i'll still confide in you when i have problems. Just that, aiyah, i realy dont' know what happened for the past month but whatever it is, i'm sorry. Okay anyway, i really hope we can become as close as we used to yknow. Hahah, you know what i still have the photo thing thing that you drew on MSN, when i had short hair, i forgot what it was about, but i still have that screen shot thing. Hahah, i bet you can't remember what it was about.
Thank you for being my confidante for the past 2 years. I'll miss having you in class a lot, like no more hearing your super loud laughs in class, and those funny noise thing you use to call people. Haha, and like yeah everything. I'm going to miss you. No more 21 22 thing things. Oh well, we'll still be close yes? I hope. And we still must talk okay. Must.
Ps, i'll always remember the time when we were SUPER close. Which is i forgot when, but we were really close. Hahah.
Always remember, if you need to talk to someone, you can talk to me.
Thank you, and I Love You Rach. ;D
Ps, i'm continuing my dedications and shoutouts. Sorry, i guess my clock stopped. Get it?
To Ama, Sincerely Me.
Dear Ama, thank you for always listening to my rubbish (as usual) and always telling me to stop. haha, no no seriously i doubt many people can actually tolerate me. Really.
Anyway, I will really miss having you in class, you know like no more kicking your chair, and watching tv dramas. No more listening to your damn retarded-hyperventilating laughs. Noisy lah, but yes i'll miss them loads. Thanks for encouraging me during the exam period especially that studying night during CA2. (was it?) You know when it was, i think. Thanks for always listening to my problems and like sort of telling me what's going on. I know, i'm always the last to know. I know we'll still be close, HOPEFULLY. On Saturdays eh, Nothing should change. I like our friendship the way it is. Unless it becomes a better friendship lah. Okay you get the picture.
Thank you, and i'll really miss having you in my class.
Ps, i realised i haven't said sorry for that time when i daoed you and it ended up making us both angry with each other. Haha. About dillon lah. Sorry ;D
Saturday, October 27, 2007
I've gotta go, i'll most probably continue tonight.
Sorry
Friday, October 26, 2007
you've made my life totally different. Yes there were Primary school classes which were also great, but nothing was better than 2/2. Lizzi looked at me and said, "the song is true. why do all good things come to an end?"
I can't even think of words to put this.
Everyone in 2/2 made a difference to me. 2/2's the closest to perfect anyone can get. It's really very annoying how we've got to change and everything, and then people start to drift and, in the end, friends end up as strangers to each other. I don't want all that to happen. I mean there's really nothing i can say to 2/2 to like thank you guys or what, but i really hope that our halloween and chalet would bring us even closer.
The time we spent crying together and hugging was well spent time together. Forget all the class bonding event and competitions, that time we spent was enough. No one actually said anything to each other, i guess everyone was just thinking of the times we had and everything. And then the crying and hugging. Friendships were mended, friends became closer, sorry's were said. But why did this have to be the end of it?
To Gen, Sincerely Me:
It hasn't been perfect but tell me, which friendship IS perfect. The hugs and the crying, there was no need to talk. Again, i really was thinking of the times. I'm really going to miss it a lot.
I'm going to miss you a lot. I'll miss sitting next to you in class. No more talking while lessons are going on. No more cam-whoring under the table. No more watching our TV Drama ever again. No more gen to talk to in class. No more annoyance #1. No more not understanding what the teacher is talking about. No more giving you wrong answers when the teacher asks you a question. I will miss it all ):
I actually just want to say something, like i don't think i'd ever say it to you, so i guess i will use my blog. I'm sorry for whatever wrong signal i sort of gave you, but i can assure you, i am not that. I still think D is hot. Haha. I don't know if you get what i'm trying to say, but whatever it is, i think i still prefer how we used to be like. It just wasn't so awkward. I really wish i could turn back the clock and like didn't not talk to you for that 2 weeks or so. I regret now.
It doesn't matter if you and i say that we're both bfs, what matters is how we treat each other, as friends. So, for me, i'll still say you're my bf no matter who or what says anything.
Anyway, I just want to thank you for everything you have done, and listening to my nonsense till you can't stand it. How else can i thank you. I really really hope we'll still hang out together, and talk and definitely don't drift okay? I'll miss you tons. I really really will.
And if you need someone to talk to when you're down, i'll listen.
I love you, bestfr.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Yes and we spent a fruitful morning together eh, and we took quite a handful of pictures.
And like i told them where they'd find me if one day, i am reported missing. That they'll find me at the bridge place, i forgot what we called. Some funny name lah. Haha.
My Favourite.
Yes and i ponned Ballet just for them, hahah, no lah, cause i was still eating lunch then. So i decided not to go. And we spent ages to find stuff to remember this day. Haha, and we bought the card thing and a badge that said "Bridesmaid" hahah we're still as childish as ever you know.
Plans to changi airport and Park together mustn't fail eh, must come true ;D Haha.
Met Mars later and went back to esplanade again. I told ya' it was my fav place. haha. sort of lah. Thanks for listening as usual. I love God for giving people ears man, serious
#3rd Day- Saturday
Happy Hari Raya to All Malays out there!
Have a happy new year!
Haha, eh, had no ballet, no piano, no cat class. Cause it's a public holiday.
I really forgot what i did. Haha, i'll repost when i remember what i did then. haha.
Sorry ;D
#4th Day- Sunday
Mass with Parents, and grocery shopping at Bishan. Crazy lah, with all the tidbits and the cheap snapples! Met Rondaaa there. And then went to town.
Stpid Mother wanted to go to Paragon. Like wth, not as if we're really gonna buy anything lah. She said go see the clothes. At least maybe metro, but noooo she went to the really up market place hahah. like the crazy prices for a bag. haha. and i wanted to go to taka. And then when we really did. She went to the wrong side again, she had to choose to go to the expensive side, I just wanted shop! Hahah. New Face was having a show, the models were quite weird looking, just damn hot bods. Bought some tanktops from G2000. Oh well, not a very fruitful day. haha. I still prefer good ol' bugis street.Haha.
And i forgot what i did after that too.
#5 Day- Monday
Went out with Cheryl Annneeee Goh. After like dont' know how long she took to choose a place and time, i was busy practicing piano. And then she was so fickle. haha. Then when i was going to leave it started to RAIN HEAVILY. Like really really heavily, it was madness. And then it was delayed even more. So we met at dhouby at about 2 plus. Then we walked around for a while, and then decided to go to good ol' bugis. Haha, my new name for it. Anyway, then bought my jeans shorts, and I GOT A COOLIO CHAIN THINGO. Its a camera. I'll put a picture as soon as i receive the pictures (Nut!) haha. Anyway, then sorry Cheryl i had to leave earlier, sorry to pangseh you. Anyway, took bus home and it was so crowded. Argh, annoying
Ate, watch some TV and went for ballet. Ballet was okay, angie kept spotting my mistakes. Haha
#6 Day- Tuesday
Went to Nut's Simei house to swim, and like check it out. Met Mars in the morning. And she's so cute, she told me 1130 but then at about 1045 she called me and asked me where i was.
Then i said i was at home, and then she asked me why. But i didn't knw what to say. Haha cause i wasn't late what. Then she realised we were supposed to meet at 1130 and not 1045. Hahah, Mars, seriously, we need to get you a new clock already eh. Haha. Anyway, i was late, as usual.
And then trained there. and took a bus. But the bus was wrong, it was taking us backwards, and then we walked back to some bus stop to take the proper bus to nut's pink house.
Hahah, Nut told us her house was pink, and both of us were like looking out for pink buildings all the way, but then we were wondering, there wouldn't be any condos painted PINK. So we thought Nut was colour blind. haha.
Ate ham and biscuits and swam when rain stopped. Tried to swim laps but failed. Haha. speedo guy was weird. Hahha. Talked in pool. Transferred to the jacuzzi thing. and i was really hungry so i started whining. And then dumbdumb Mars and Nut refused to get out of the water, and i was left there fending myself from the wind and the breeze all alone. Hungry and Thirsty. Sad and Fearful. Okay enough. Anyway, then we went to bathe and ate at KFC.
On the way back, cam-whored in train. Thanks to my cool camera we had nice pictures lah.
Went home, got caught in the rain, followed Aunty Marilyn's umbrella (haha) and reached home.
Day 1 of school
Back to school mood, supposed to run but really too lazy.
School's great, voting for the class stuff is funny, stpid Lissa thinks she so funny lah. Go vote for everyday. hahah cause she says that everyday also can. Annoying! Hhaa. And then recess was okay. Results were considered still okay, and some really quite lousy. But i'm not going to be too bothered by it, cause thre's nothing that can be done to change the results now. So i shan't waste my tme being depressed. And Lunch with Clique and all was good, it's really been long since we've had a time like that. Really, i'm a happy girl because of that. Ate at food court after walking ALL around J8. Aiyerrr, somemore the stupid lady didn't have jackfruit. Spoiler you know.
And yah, i can't remember what happened after that.
I'll continue later ;D
Hello World,
It's been quite slack these few days.
Just had our amazing 5 days holiday, haha ;D
and i'm finally picking up my sausage fingers (those that are growing fatter each day) to type out the happenings. Finally man. Now, Enjoy.
#1st Day- Thursday
Happy Birthday Susu!
Hahah sorry this is super late, but yes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSU! Hope you enjoyed your Fish & Co. Birthday Bash. Annoying you know, i took the picture at the glass house place (the LOVE place) and then they used th one i was not in. hahaha you guys arh, asses you know. It obviously is because of my wonderful photography skills please. HAHA ;D
Anyway, then we walked around and went back at about 6 plus, couldn't stay too late.
Fish & Co. has really good birthday bashes, and like remember to share your portion, cause it's really too much for one person to finish, even ME. Considering the fact that i'm a pig. So yeah.
Pictures will be up when i get them. Samm? Angelenee? Anyone?
#2nd Day- Friday
We had our trio reunion today ;D It was really good, like it was heartening to see that we still could talk even though we haven't really been together for quite some time. Really happy that we're still kind of close, and i'm really going to miss Yang and Jaimes when they're gone. Who ask them to be so smarty smarty? Haha IP's just too wowing for me. It's just too much for me to take in, but both of them can do it. Seeeee, smarties! Haha.
We were like tourist eh, esplanade then merlion and yanglin is so funny lah.
She pronounces Kueh Bulu as Kueh Bah - Hu - Lu. I was laughing like dont' know what. Cause she says it in a funny way. And they chose a theme to wear CCA Shirts. So i walked around with my Dance shirt, like this kuku. Hahha, and we looked like we had school or something. Funny People do funny things man.
I'll post pictures ;D
Trio
We really were trying to fly.
Like SuperMan/
Bridge,
They know where to find me!
Mermermerlion.
We're really tiny.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Although, although, it does have lots of meaning in there.
Okay Anyway. EOYS are overrrr, and it's results that will just blow me away.
I regret not flipping to the back of my science paper. Fish lah. I just wasted 10 marks cause i didnt' know there was a question behind. Idiot you know.
And like everything's been a whirl, like i really dont' know why but this year has "passed" so fast. Not exactly passed, but it's like a few more weeks and it's the end of Sec2 year. It's really kind of sad, so i'm planning a class gathering soon. And then a class chalet and a class reunion. And of course catching up with old friends and all.
Exam studying has been fruitful with Marie. Due to uncondusive (such a word?) environment, i've been studying with Mars for the week and all. It's been fruitful, like there's no rubbish talks and all. Just studying. Okay not just but yeah studying. The block next door to my house is having a major construction going on. En-bloc. So it's been frigging noisy since dont' know when man. And yeah, so study at mars house was good. Exams were sucky though . i have a feeling i'm going to be far away from my goals and like do quite badly. There goes my 50% man.
Fish lah. Okay and the day before chinese exam was a pure relaxation moment.
Last exam and i was quite okay with my zaojus. So we started talking. Haha, yes like talk.
It was good Mars, thanks.
Argh, i really dotn' know how to type this post out. Oh well. i'll update more in a while. Meantime, i'll just post this up first.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
But they don't.
Sometimes, you just wonder why your life is so fished up.
And then, you wonder if it was your fault.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
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And I'm sure i miss it more than th number of times i can type it.
I'm officially suffering from post-production blues (joyce's words)
Everything i see today, i assiociate with promenade, and i'm trying t stop the waterworks.
Shit )':
And once again, I MISS PROMENADE Like fuck.